ah the company of mr azmi today was a refreshing break from the mundane life that usually results once the post-exam/holiday-starting euphoria is over.

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hmm one should try to trust mr azmi's sense of direction more, despite the many panic inducing comments he makes. example: "should i turn right or left? i think i shall turn right because it sounds nicer".

or something like that

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then the issue of my negativity came up. argh am i really THAT negative that i really dont say anything positive at all? oh no thats bad...

i guess people will might take me more seriously if i was more balanced and not be tim-like TOO NICE or over critical.

ah maybe thats why people dont give a crap what i say, obviously if someone never said anything good about anything ever then he/she isnt exactly the most credible person around.

at least thats what i think =/ (sean: "eric gets sucked into the mirror")

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i really need to find something more constructive to do with my time