there is a certain sense of annoyance when one gets up on a monday morning to go to school. take today for example, i couldnt even remember HOW to get up. like what time i should be getting up etcetc, but then again that could just be me.

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chapel was good, despite my first impression at seeing that sermon would be replaced by a video. the video conveyed a powerful message that forgiveness is so great, especially after that stupid nonsensical row last night about hating people and defending people for whatever reason.

critics will say that i sounds like daryl when i say i have no right to hate others when a man forgave his sister's murderer, but cant do anything about that can i? i have just opened yet another portal for me to be a hypocrite, sigh.

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the funny thing is that when walking to pe, i realised that i was doing exactly what i was doing last year. i have got to do all my work. i have to do work immediately so that it does not clog up.

bah work work work, i hate it but i have to do it.

*attempts cpr on my work ethic*

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i cant stand unemotional people. what is the point of clapping after the video? do they think it's some kind of joke? that it's cool to clap and be unemotional?

bah.

i would really hate to see people that dont know chrisong stand around looking bored and indifferent when people are saddened.

yes i think i would hate that.