i will never, never miss another music practice ever again.

reflection #2

i was quite disappointed that i did not manage to achieve this particular goal with you. i set out on the camp with the goal to rebuild our friendship in mind. but whenever i see you you are always in that clique, unapproachable, as if you had a shield to 'protect' you.

its getting increasingly hard and frustrating to let go of you. you confuse me.

argh.