resolution for 2006: get over you(-know-who no thanks to julian and me gah <_<)

why do i feel that going back to school is so inherently pointless and useless? there's nothing to look forward to other than another meaningless string of tests and assignments and the shallowness of results and grades. and missing a discipleship gathering thanks to the f***ed up screwed up planning of the "leadership-development-program"

all for what?

there must be more than this.