people that do not have what i want to buy in stock exist only to annoy me andmake me waste time and energy.

fancy not having a game you want in stock, in the whole damn funan center, sigh oh well i shall live without it then

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since i will have no time to blog tomorrow as i will be too busy having fun(?) at ian ng's house mansion, i should do my reflections on the year.

what an eventful year, the graph of ups and downs is more violent than ever, mostly on the downsides.

things i did:
-come to senses about what it means to be a christian (i sense the criticism of many)
-crap up school and fail everything (again)
-joined music team
-played for chapel with the out-of-tune guitar with no thanks to a certain mugger who has no life
-ranted about alot of people
-hated alot of people
-'loved' someone
-found out that it wasnt right
-struggled with letting go till now
-backstabbed and deceived by someone whom i thought was my friend
-learnt abit more about myself and my character
-bought christine (oh wait that was last year)
-bought bob
-made a few more friends
-drifted apart from a few
-bonded better with my yg
-youth camp with a stupid note
-church camp with a stupid clique
-christmas with a mime and fawning aunties

gosh i cant remember anymore, but looking back i am proud to say that school wasnt everything to me, unlike some people who let it dictate how they live. (TIM AND KAIJUN ARE YOU READING THIS?) i guess its good to break free of this stupid system, which i forsee i will wish i was back in it when i break out of it

oh sigh how screwed up the world is.

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i apologise for the less-than-happy mood for this blog post as i am worn out and tired and pissed off.