i think i am sick, sick of everyone's attitude towards chrisong's leaving. obviously it's the stereotype that i will be grieved and crying my damn eyes out over that, i may be grieved yes, but not for the reasons that everyone perceives.

i think i'm sick of people treating it like a joke, that it's no big deal, that i should just 'GET OVER IT'. well i will, just not yet, so stop trying to dictate what i should do with my life.

i think people should just LEAVE ME ALONE. go away, bye bye.

i think.

yes i do.

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in case morons are wondering whether i was faking my stomach cramps, i wasnt. there, dont believe me, see if i care.