another birthday come and gone, sigh? so ironic that i'm reminded of renewal during the exam period.

here i am trying to start a school year anew with new studying methods and attitudes and what? turns out i can't break free of last year, now just what am i supposed to do? who knows, maybe i just have to work extra hard and swallow back all the vomit from last year so i can re-vomit it again at the end of this year. i just hope that year 5 won't hub on year 4 stuff, or i will be fighting to stay in singapore for nothing at all.

i'm more than confirmed going to con camp due to physics, chem and adv math, heck even core math. it's so frustrating, i mean it's not as if i don't try to score, not as if i don't give a damn. it's because i care that i'm frustrated and annoyed.

who cares how old i am or how i act, i will always be stupid retarded eric right? fact is i am not, you don't even know me, dont judge. so i'm fugly thus im stupid, pity you can't drown cause you're so shallow. i feel that i have changed from the vulgar immature twit i was in sec one and two, and don't claim you can't see it cause you don't know me. and if you're that kinda of person i don't want to get to know you anyway, so piss off.

oh well.

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so this is what people dub 'sweet sixteen' huh