sigh how to address this issue? on one hand i am getting really tired of all your bitching and feel like ranting about it. but on the other hand i know it'll do no good and i want to preserve the few slivers of our friendship.

only if you do too, i assume.

i realise that when i get exasperated beyond tolerance its because of the way you do it. the remarks you make always have a certain truth behind them, and it hurts like hell. i hate it whenever you do these, because it just gives me the impression that behind all your 'you're okay lah's you just hate me to the damn core.

and it hurts like hell.

i dont know whether you even care how i feel, since you have shown little sensitivity the last time i wrote an 'emotional' post like this. i get the impression that you harbour lots and lots of negative feelings towards me, then drop your disapproval on me without any warning. i harbour negative feelings too, but i keep them quiet, and hope that they will go away sooner or later.

it's been working.

what to say now? i dont know, but i care, and whether you do or not is up to you... if i sounded bitchy or whatever you might want to overlook it because this post was meant for me to sound pathetic and un-angry. maybe it didnt work.