i realised that when you put the words of a song into a sentence instead of in lines it becomes alot more easier to remember and understand the meaning.

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worlds apart - jars of clay

I am the only one to blame for this, some how it all adds up the same.
Soaring on the wings of selfish pride, i flew too high and like Icarus i collide with a world i try so hard to leave behind.
To rid myself of all but love to give and die.
To turn away and not become another nail to pierce the skin of one who loves more deeply than the oceans, more abundant than the tear of a world embracing every heartache.

Can i be the one to sacrifice? Or grip the spear and watch the blood and water flow.

To love you - take my world apart
To need you - i am on my knees
To love you - take my world apart
To need you - broken on my knees

All said and done i stand alone amongst remains of a life i should not own
It takes all i am to believe in the mercy that covers me.

Did you really have to die for me?
All i am for all you are because what i need and what i believe are worlds apart.

And I pray

I look beyond the empty cross forgetting what my life has cost, and wipe away the crimson stains, and dull the nails that still remain.
More and more i need you now, i owe you mroe each passing hour.
Battle between grace and pride, give up not so long ago.
So steal my heart and take the pain, wash the feet and cleanse the pride.
Take the selfish take the weak, and all the things i cannot hide.
So take the beauty, take my tears, take this sin soaked heart and make it yours.
Take my world apart.
Take it now, take it now and server the ones that i despise, speak the words i can't deny.
Watch the world i used to love, fall to dust get blown away.
I look beyond the empty cross forgetting what my life has cost, and wipe away the crimson stains, and dull the nails that still remain.
So steal my heart and take the pain.
Take the selfish, take the weak, and all the things i cannot hide.
Take the beauty, take the tears, take my world apart.
Take my world apart.
And i pray, and i pray, and i pray.
Take my world apart.

Worlds apart.