hmm okay so i'm out of hibernation for now.

why haven't i been blogging? good question.

maybe it's because i can't seem to think of anything interesting to write; is life really that uninteresting? no? yeah it isn't, so bad reason.

maybe it's because i'm afraid of being misunderstood and judged by sanctimonious, self-righteous and condescending people. well that's not unfounded, considering a couple of incidents i've had with a certain someone; whom i intend to give a tight slap as a parting gift at the end of the year. i dont want to put up with getting paranoid over whether people are making opinions about me which they arent telling me and talking about me behind my back; but i guess people do that, and thus i am paranoid. so not that bad a reason, but oh well.

maybe it's because i'm afraid of saying anything that might be potentially incriminating, especially after what mr alistair chew talked about blogging during hall meeting yesterday. doh? everything must be justified? what if i want to indirectly espress my unhappiness and disgust for someone for reasons i can't be bothered/ can't say? huh huh huh? (haha)

maybe i'm afraid (again) of being looked at of as stupid. nothing i can do if people see results as the highest level of intelligence.

orrrrr....

maybe i'm just lazy, heh.

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this post is written for the sole purpose of explaining why i don't blog often, no promise or gurantee has been made that i will continue to do so. (but i shall try)