Frail
Jars of Clay
(Instrumental)

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Music reduced to words, numbers and symbols that dont do justice to the piece. Is this the view of the scientific mind?

BAH.

so there.

when will people realise that good results =/= being smart? when they actually think of course, a quality lacking in a large percentage of 50% of acs and 99.9% of acs barker.

but of course all this is very stereotypical and david chan observerish so i shall stop assuming this tone of superiority.

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some people ought to be shot with my arsenal of darts (and impaled and burnt) simply cause they see church activities as chores. things they have to do for the sake of doing.

what on earth, service is about putting your heart into it, scum.

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i think i'm slipping back to my old slackish self and a being moron, gah.

bah i think all tests and exams should be open book to prevent mindless memorisers from scoring high marks and that people too lazy to memorise crap can actually have a chance to do well.

crap

eric took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Suffering from the effects of those things which a..." Click here to read the rest of the results.

that has to be the most accurate test i've taken so far. but i'm not sure people will bother reading mine, they just want to take the test and find out about themselves. i should know, that's what i did (:

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worship today was very good, elaine always suceeds; probably because her worships are always heartfelt and she chooses all the right songs.

yg was detached, chaotic and unproductive, but oh well at least rayner wasnt there.

ahh bible study was thought-stimulating and intriguing for those with minds. which brings to my mind a quotable quote.

"i dont have a mind of my own." - rayner the troll that ought to be burnt and impaled.

what a moron, he should stop assuming that he has a freaking mind in the first place.

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but stupidity aside, bible study brought out the fact that our fellow and beloved yg5 members THINK! applause! (remember, the key phrase is 'stupidity aside') yes genesis is a very interesting book and not the detail listing and procedure description it seems to be, one only needs to look deeper.

or prompted to anyway.

i am so happy that my joy at meeting yg5 has returned, despite having to share the couch with the less-than-intelligent pond scum. maybe it's the setting or whatever, but everyone jsut seems more open than when in church. blame the horrible toilet-like setting of acs classrooms.

oh well i feel yg5 has the potential to go very far, apart from a few stumbling blocks like the aforementioned troll. stumbling blocks in terms of affecting the intellectual and spiritual growth average of the yg, and making people hate him so that they will be stumbled and hence not be able to bond very effectively.

essentially, rayner is a moron that ought to be impaled through his rectum then burnt with his own fats, there.

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the weekend with tonnes of work, i should start to use the time taken from ncc to do my work so that i can slack off the weekends. oh well.

this week is crap. i cant wait for tomorrow when it will all be over. my g2 pen went from full to 1/3, blame stupid lang arts and ihs essays with useless questions.

i only hope that bible study tomorrow will be the light at the end of the tunnel.

Valentine's day and a holiday tomorrow, i resist the urge to send a stupid sms or even have the nerve to ask someone out.

but wait... what urge?

do this if you think you know me. if not then go away, i dont need....GAH OKAY NEVERMIND JUST DO IT (:

i am pissed, fking pissed over today. church was bad, yg was bad.

church was bad because worship was horrible, result of 2 hours of practice and incompetent musicians who cant play in a band and actually LISTEN to the rest of the band. that and morons to the left and right of me browsing through pictures of themselves taken on their richass pieces of plastic called handphones.

bah what is happening?

yg has more that lost it's usual happy and welcoming feel, now it's just a crap hole of human infestation that is nothing to look forward to at all.

when will scum stop coming into our yg? not like it isnt big enough. it's freaking 20+ people, more than a darned school class.

noone gives a damn about learning anymore, everyone just comes for stupid shallow reasons.

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oh go to hell rayner.

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i know i shouldnt be getting so pissed over something like church, but i cant help it looking back on how much i used to look forward to church and just find out today that there's nothing to look forward to anymore.

sigh sorry if anyone got offended.

Quotable quotes,

'Groping only feels nice when it's done by a girl.'

'When i fantasize i think about making out on the bus, makes it more risky and thrilling cause everyone's around.'

ahem.

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oh dear i am losing my frustration that i get when i go to school and actually feel like doing work. though adv math is horribly draggy even though i still benefit from the lessons despite how 'sian' i am. i suspect my dread whenever i see an a.math period is due to bad timetabling. that or the knowledge that history would be more fun, poop.

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i am tired of listening to my sister try and display intelligence through useless and meaningless things.

examples include:
-claiming that a freshly mopped floor is clean and thus soapy and thus a reason to WASH a piece of toast that drops on it.
-bragging about guessing a composer correctly on the radio (*rolls eyes*)
-using her hands to peel off burnt chicken skin instead of using a fork and knife while complaining about the temperature of the chicken, because fork and knives are difficult to wash.
-dismissing claims that gepers are nerds because people 'are jealous of us.

and of course my favourite,

-saying she's smart cause of results and a 280< psle score, *bang*

seriously, get real. how whiny and bitchy of me.

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oh well time to go and do ihs essay which requires me to try and utilise my limited general knowledge of singapore history. hmph.

Name five of life's simple pleasures that you like most, then pick five people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not use things that someone else has already used.

1. Taking a long bus ride from school to home on 33 alone.
2. Trying to find a meaning for life
3. Staring into nothingness and thinking
4. Being home alone
5. Walking when i'm not in a hurry or tired

Ian the lame fool, chris x 2, kenny and rayner just for entertainment's sake

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But i am tired, of alot of things, alot of stuff, but since i cant do anything about most of them i shant be a STUPID idiot and whine.

bye bye

oh dear i think im a moron please ignore my stupidity.

before i say anything please note the time. 9:01 or some where around there. indication of writing right after watching a damn show on channel NEWS asia. now prepare yourself for a rant.

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i think johannes ought to burn, BURN. but about the death of people though pyromatics, refer to the previous post. one should not allow stereotypical morons to voice their 'opinions' on a mature issue like the gep-mainstream divide, especially on national television.

this is not helped by the fact that one of the most prominent trolls in the whole damn acs was also allowed to give his 2 cents worth, which is a bloody ripoff, by the way.

how the heck would this drama dick know anything about what geps do after school and what we talk about if he claims we lack social skills? means he hasn't tried to socialise with us, so htf would he know what the heck we do? we have LIVES, probably more fulfilling than anything a moron like you would call a 'living'.

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the whole stereotypical-ness of the whole thing is just a perfect excuse for stupid people to try and sound intellectual. yep, thats right.

OHO FEAR THE FUNNY ACCENT OF THE GEPS! AAAH PRISSY PEOPLE. wtf.

right, so we have no lives, are geeks, nerds, and talk about nothing but school and work and shit like that. how very rayner like in... in... gah cant find a proper word like perception or thinking cause these people are obviously incapable of such things.

gosh.

stupidity and stereotypes never cease to infuriate. (irony of blog address noted.)

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burn human scum.

some people ought to burn. BURN, and die agonisingly in the flames. DIE. damn hypocrites, posers, jocks,trolls. gah i hate this, HATE THEM.

KJSAHFkHASDKGHKDASHGKHADSKGHKJADSHKJGHKJADS.

or maybe i just hate this person called rayner, who still insists that i am a troll while remainingly totally unaware or his own damn heritage.

yeah right i hate more than one person, i hate PEOPLE. they are the scum of the earth. all humans should die and let the animals roam the earth.

yeah i wouldnt mind dying if everyone else dies right?

i think i am sick, sick of everyone's attitude towards chrisong's leaving. obviously it's the stereotype that i will be grieved and crying my damn eyes out over that, i may be grieved yes, but not for the reasons that everyone perceives.

i think i'm sick of people treating it like a joke, that it's no big deal, that i should just 'GET OVER IT'. well i will, just not yet, so stop trying to dictate what i should do with my life.

i think people should just LEAVE ME ALONE. go away, bye bye.

i think.

yes i do.

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in case morons are wondering whether i was faking my stomach cramps, i wasnt. there, dont believe me, see if i care.

Things to do before i die: go through tomorrow without being too grumpy.

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Almighty God, The Great I Am,
Immovable Rock, Omnipotent, Powerful,
Awesome Lord.
Victorious Warrior, Commanding King of Kings,
Mighty Conqueror and the only time,
The only time I ever saw him run,
Was when...

He ran to me,
He took me in His arms,
Held my head to His chest,
Said "My son's come home again!"
Lifted my face,
Wiped the tears from my eyes,
With forgiveness in His voice He said
"Son, do you know I still love You?"

He caught me By surprise, When God ran...

The day I left home,
I knew I'd broken His heart.
And I wondered then, if things could ever be the same.
Then one night,
I remembered His love for me.
And down that dusty road, ahead I could see,
It was the only time,
It was the only time I ever saw Him run.
And then...

He caught me by surprise.
And He brought me to my knees.
When God ran... I saw Him run to me.

I was so ashamed, all alone, and so far away.
But now I know, that He's been waiting for this day...

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another song to add to the compilation, i presume.

Things to do before i die: regain my work ethic

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sigh, back to school day after tomorrow. how mundane. i think i have degenerated back into my sluggish slackish self.

but chinese homework is so incredibly boring and pointless?

ah well.

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chinese new year has come and gone, not much interactions with my relatives, but the few were good enough i guess.

the rest were all fake and hypocritical and shallow and stuck up and what not.

went to simlim today to get a graphics card amongst other accessories for the computer, swarms and swarms of the human infestation. i hate it. i hate humans. they are the most useless creatures on earth, they cant survive without the aid of tools made from a result of 'superior intellect'.

you want superior intellect? if humans were so smart, then they should create a damn device to turn us into orcas (i refuse to call them killer whales as its such a crude name for such a magnificent creature). but then again, that doesnt constitute intellect does it? bah i am driving myself into circles.

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oh dad please do leave my room and let me be a stupid emokid.