huh? life has a purpose??

Friday, June 30, 2006

here are my long overdue random-thoughts-in car-rides during my tour of england

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did you know that allison was half-japanese?

why are there so many indians in england? is it the cricket?

the sky turns dark at 11 and turns bright at 4:30, wth?

why are there so many deluded definitions of intelligence?

why is everything freaking 3x singapore price?

why hasn't chips & gravy been crowned as the world's greatest invention?

why does my dad try to speak with a british accent and succeed only in annoying me and embarrasing me?

what the heck is the big deal about footballer wives anyway?

since when did steak and ale pie constitute stew with a bun on top?!

i had this idea about a scriptwriter's script but i forgot the elaboration.

english beggars use designer caps to collect their coins, chinese beggars use the cups from the trash

i am tired of people who possess undisputed intelligence.

honestly, what is the point of taking yourself against the scenery? can't people just appreciate nature for once?

soccer freaks will kill me for this but mindlessly supporting your team even though it's not trying it's best or whatever is... well mindless. so there, you don't need to talk about soccer in every blog post or play soccer everyday to tell which team is trying harder and/or playing better.

why does everything seem possible when the magic number one is added to the timestable of three!

and british news is so much better presented and more interesting than singapore news.

Monday, June 19, 2006

[ ] I have read a lot of books.
[ ] I have been on some sort of varsity team.
[1] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[ ] I have been to Canada.
[2] I have been to Europe. (just came back!)
[3] I have watched cartoons for hours.
[4] I have tripped UP the stairs. (useless i know -.-)
[5] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs. (actually i jumped down but nvm)
[ ] I have been snowboarding/skiing.
[6] I have played ping pong.
[7] I swam in the ocean.
[] I have been on a whale watch.
[8] I have seen fireworks.
[ ] I have seen a shooting star
[ ] I have seen a meteor shower.
[9] I have almost drowned.
[10] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
[11] I have listened to one CD over and over and over again.
[ ] I have had stitches.
[ ] I have had frostbite.
[ ] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[12] I have stayed up ’til 2 doing homework/projects.
[ ] I currently have a job.
[ ] I have been ice skating.
[ ] I have been roller blading.
[13] I have fallen flat on my face.
[14] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[15] I have been in a fist fight.
[16] I have watched the Power Rangers. (despite my mum not allowing me to watch)
[17] I attend Church regularly. (unlike SOME people)
[18] I have played truth or dare. (-.-)
[19] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[ ] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[18] I’ve called someone stupid. (Mostly rayner)
[19] I’ve been in a verbal argument. (of course lah)
[20] I’ve cried in school. (yeah when stupid jtek whacked sally with the hockey stick)
[ ] I’ve played basketball on a team.
[ ] I’ve played baseball on a team.
[ ] I’ve played football on a team.
[21] I’ve played soccer on a team.
[ ] I’ve done cheerleading on a team.
[ ] I’ve played softball on a team.
[ ] I’ve played volleyball on a team.
[ ] I’ve played tennis on a team.
[ ] I’ve been on a track or cross country team.
[22] I’ve been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
[ ] I’ve bungee jumped.
[23] I’ve climbed a rock wall.
[24] I’ve lost more than $20.
[25] I’ve called myself an idiot.
[26] I’ve called someone else an idiot.
[27] I’ve cried myself to sleep. (bah?)
[28] I’ve had (or have) pets.
[ ] I’ve owned a spice girls CD.
[ ] I’ve owned a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I’ve owned an N*Sync CD.
[ ] I’ve owned a backstreet boys CD.
[ ] I’ve mooned someone. (some people might shoot me if i dont check this)
[29] I have sworn at someone of authority before. (err that molin tuition teacher pissed me off)
[ ] I’ve been in the newspaper.
[ ] I’ve been on TV.
[ ] I’ve been to Hawaii.
[ ] I’ve eaten sushi. (or otah)
[ ] I’ve been on the other side of a waterfall.
[30] I’ve watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[31] I’ve watched all the Harry Potter movies.
[ ] I’ve watched all of the Rocky movies.
[ ] I’ve watched the 3 stooges.
[ ] I’ve watched “Newlyweds” Nick & Jessica.
[32] I’ve watched Looney Tunes.
[ ] I’ve been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers.
[33] I’ve been called a geek. (by a freaking troll who claims i am one cause i wear specs)
[34] I’ve studied hard for a test and got a bad grade. (what the hell)
[35] I’ve not studied at all for a test and aced it. (do first term physics tests count?)
[36] I’ve hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.
[ ] I’ve hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.
[37] I’ve met a celebrity/music artist.
[38] I’ve written poetry. (nah)
[ ] I’ve been arrested. (luckily plastic gun parts don't show up on airport scanners)
[ ] I’ve been attracted to someone much older than me.
[ ] I’ve been tickled till I’ve cried.
[ ] I’ve tickled someone else until they cried.
[39] I’ve had/have siblings. (unfortunately)
[ ] I’ve been to a rock concert. (i dont suppose those crap bands coming to our school counted)
[40] I’ve listened to classical music and enjoyed it. (canon in d is tolerable)
[41] I’ve been in a play. (YOU ARE SPECIAL!! <3)
[ ] I’ve been picked last in gym class.
[ ] I’ve been picked first in gym class.
[ ] I’ve been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
[42] I’ve cried in front of my friends. (i should have friends in school methinks)
[43] I’ve read a book longer than 1,000 pages.
[44] I’ve played Halo 2. (i would have done so much better on the comp..)
[45 ] I’ve freaked out over a sports game. (Germany - Poland, went mad at Neuville's goal)
[ ] I’ve been to Alaska.
[46] I’ve been to China.
[ ] I’ve been to Spain.
[ ] I’ve been to Japan.
[47] I’ve had a fight with someone on AIM.
[48 ] I’ve had a fight with someone face-to-face. (my mom, mostly)
[49] I’ve had serious conversations on any IM. (i assume that it should be with daryl)
[50] I’ve forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me. (no it's not rayner)
[51] I’ve been forgiven. (thankfully)
[ ] I’ve screamed at a scary movie.
[ ] I’ve cried at a chick flick.
[ ] I’ve watched a lot of action movies.
[52] I’ve screamed at the top of my lungs (now now daryl rollercoasters make you infertile)
[ ] I’ve been to a rap concert.
[ ] I’ve been to a hip hop concert.
[ ] I’ve lived in more than 2 houses.
[53] I’ve driven on the highway/been on the highway.
[54] I’ve driven more than 40 miles in a day/been in a car that went more than 40 miles in a day. (all that damn travelling in england..)
[ ] I’ve been in a car accident.
[ ] I’ve done drugs.
[55] I’ve been homesick. (London, despite being with my family)
[56] I’ve thrown up.
[57] I’ve puked on someone. (baby lah.)
[58] I’ve been horseback riding. (pony rides at the zoo anyone?)
[59] I’ve filled out more than 10 myspace/LJ surveys.
[60] I’ve spoken my mind in public. ('bloody moron, block the door for what')
[61] I’ve proved someone wrong. (yeah my mom.)
[62] I’ve been proven wrong by someone. (not by my mom.)
[ ] I’ve broken a leg.
[63] I’ve broken an arm/fingers. (my weird finger!)
[64] I’ve fallen off a swing.
[65] I’ve swung on a swing for more than 30 minutes straight.
[ ] I’ve watched Winnie the Pooh movies.
[66] I’ve forgotten my backpack when I’ve gone to school. (in primary school i ran out of the car)
[ ] I’ve lost my backpack.
[67] I’ve come close to dying. (sigh, the dangers of being a professional jaywalker)
[ ] I’ve seen someone die.
[68] I’ve known someone who has died.
[ ] I’ve wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.
[ ] I’ve done modelling.
[69] I’ve forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings.
[70] I’ve taken something/someone for granted. (my family, probably)
[ ] I’ve realized how good my life is. (bleahfksdhkgh)
[71] I’ve counted my blessings. (how contradictory)
[72] I’ve made fun of a classmate. (thirsty lippo...)
[ ] I’ve been asked out by someone and I said no.
[73] I’ve slapped someone in the face. (kenny i think)
[ ] I’ve been skateboarding.
[74] I’ve been back stabbed by someone I thought was a friend. (HI FAB ARE YOU READING THIS SHIT?!)
[75] I’ve lied to someone to their face.
[76] I’ve told a little white lie.
[77] I’ve taken a day off from school just so I don’t go insane. (it wasnt the green forms)
[ ] I’ve fainted.
[ ] I’ve had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.
[78] I’ve pushed someone into a pool.
[79 ] I’ve been pushed into a pool. (and almost drowned)
[80] I’ve been/am in love. (bah.)

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thanks for the free blog post

Friday, June 16, 2006

watching phantom of the opera later, nuff said.

Thursday, June 15, 2006

hello i will be back soon and quite frankly cant wait

(i'm tired of lugging my M16/M4A1 carbine replica around and hoping i won't get caught at the airport)

hee haw.

anyway there had been really long car rides where my mind was allowed to wander, luckily we've stopped moving and have settled back in london now for some rest. (and internet at last.)

yeah anyway i miss everyone alot and i fear my return due to chriskng, oh dear.

sally makes good companionship.

Saturday, June 03, 2006

well what can i say? youth camp was great, no not yeah-i-got-to-meet-alot-of-new-people-and-have-fun great, but great as in 'great is the Lord and most worthy of praise...'

worship was definitely moving, though i didnt get to experience it from the point of view of the rest of the campers, but i could feel their energy and the touch of God upon them when i led and played.

I am thankful for this time set aside for me to truly experience God, and be in His presense. The time spent playing guitar alone instead of partaking in free-time games, was well spent indeed.

Intimacy with God is the greatest battle in our lives, and i believe every word of it. Our God is not merely a provider or shelter or protector, he is a God that desires us, that loves us, and wants to be intimate with us.

"You're all i want,
You're all i ever needed,
You're all i want,
Help me know you are near."


Words that can be easily applied to someone you love other than God, how appropiate to choose a more generic song for the camp theme song. So that people can decide.

I learnt that entrusting things into God's hands and being faithful, is the best way to go about doing anything.

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Things are ironing out and straightening, just like the rebuilding of a structure or monument. Talk about camp afterglow.

Is that happiness i feel? Feels pretty good.

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And of course i will miss ding, despite not knowing him very well. i shan't write a tribute or splash my emotions across this post, i will just say that Ding Si Yan will be dearly missed by all who had the pleasure of meeting him.

That is all, back to hibernation i go.